I will remain young

I will remain young, white, full of love
tied up by ribbons in brown bound curls
drinking wine and come
green tea soaked through with thick fresh honey
and honeycombs pressed between teeth humming like bees
laughter will live happily in my lungs
and hearing great music I will sing
heart swelling up with christs blood
I will bathe myself in spirits
and bathe myself in love
sharing thoughts with the living and the dead
eternity wakened in my head
I will find the end
when I see life removed from suffering.