std

The heart swells up every once and while
like any other affliction
a bad case of some sexual disease
the kind one only contracts
while being wild
and humanly careless.

(disassociate from mental shortcuts)

and i

And I dream the day away
dream of life and life away
it's such a strange and heady thing
since I've become confused between a dream
and lifes real scene
could it reside inside an ancient shell
I stay and watch the tortoise slide across the road
pray for a slow in the flow of peoples days
pray for the old mans life
and all the things his old eyes seen.